I saw something behind my way, it followed me quietly, it made me worry, it bothered me, it scared me, I just couln't run away from that thing, it was something like a dark shadow. . .


but suddenly, it came in front of me.... I wanted to scream but I couldn't there was no voice of mine....

finnaly it came close to me and hug me with its cold....
and I just couldn't move anymore and fell in to its grasp.

It's not about death, but it's about sleep at the moment in your side, , , ,

I ever fell into the deep hole, that is when you left me alone in a sadness corner. when I need your cared but you ignored me, when i cried beside you but you laughed of my cries. I hated you at that moment, do hate!!!

but now, you know, i never cried when you left me alone even though I get great sadness, , , , , you make me uncried again by your ignorance and I become so strong to face my life because of you. . . . .

I've ever came to this place by my self, in along log time ago. I came to make my own world, for the first I am happy here, without anyone but when I saw you at out of my world, the abstract feeling comes into my heart, I don't know what is it, but it's make me hurt because your world and my world is different, differences come to injure my heart, even though it's always hurt me I can't beat off this feeling. So I decided to left this place.

I've been let this place empty, when I've been sure to decide that I wanted to go away from my feeling, now this place still empty, it's waiting for me to come back and filled the empty chair for the lost time, and story with somebody who want to spent his time with me in this place. I am waiting for that time. Before it comes, I'll never visited this place. . . . so give me time to do find out you!!!