Well, tuesday 29th june 2010 we are going to go to Jakarta Kota to fellow our friends whose do not finish their assignment. So, some of us are going to picnic, walking around, taking pictures with some foreigners, and have fun with other D'caurz family. Today is really a great day, because no one of us that feel are ignored or something like that. All of us just feel happy, because we do some fun together such as when we have just arrived there we are directly take a rest and eat some food, and then when our friend have already interviewed with the foreigner so some of us would directly aproach them and take turn to talk with them without any record. Then when we feel tired and take a rest for a moment we eat some food together. After that in the afternoon when our friends take a picture with a handsome foreigner we are also take a picture with them. Then when we are in the train, we talk and laugh together and eat some food anymore eventhough we feel so tired but we forget it because we just do not think about that. The last we eat fried rice together. Wow, it really fulls of happiness only. We wish it will be like this forever. Amennn ^^

I hate to feel like this,,, you never want to understand me, but I always try it. Does it wrong if I just ask a half or hour during 3 weeks? Please. . . Do not make me cry anymore because of you ego.... I really hate if I have to hate you. I do not understand why I cannot angry to you,,, why you can hold my mad to you? I just cannot understand it. Please God!! Make me strong to face him, and please. . . Make him realize that he had hurt me by his ego.

Everything has changed. Since I am 20 years old, I have considered as an adult. Now, I am not a girl anymore but a woman. I should not allow to do somehing stupidly, childish, or any kinds of teenager behaviour. I just allow to do something wisely and lonely. No time to have fun, because they do not allow me to do that. Poor I am. . . . I hate being adult, I want my childhood and teenager time back. I just want to feel happy in doing something I like, without any force. So, do not blame me if my behaviour still like this. I just cannot do those thing fastly. I need a time, so give me a space to take a breath. Hufffttt. . . . .

I never imagine that the only one who I have ever loved when I was senior high school stupidly do what he did. I do not know what is his exactly reason? It's about my X-boyfriend. He has a girlfriend whose had a boyfriend. What is it called? Well maybe u consider me jealous about this, but I just cannot accept this condition. I just do not want him hurt or anything else. Please, do not do this anymore. I believe that you can find another girl who will love you without somebody else. I wish for your happiness my X-boyfriend.