it is my third time escape from my duty, that is read the material from my lecturer. I do not know what am I thinking about read, "when I begin to read naturally I begin bored". what's wrong with me? I have to force my self to read, yeah. . . . I have told it to my self and tried to force my self to read but do you know? as I have said before, when I begin to read naturally I begin bored. I want to read with pleasure, without any compulsion. I hate this sucks situation!!! someone ever told me, there is no matter as long as you wanted to try. huft. . . . Now, what should I do with those book's stack????
just try to read first. . . . . .
